“God, Why me?” A question we often ask ourselves. A question I used to hate God over. “Why God? Why did I have to go through that?” The thought that God is all powerful and all knowing yet, He won’t save a child from a terrible situation. This turns most away from God. However, in my case, it was the cornerstone that brought me to God. I want to share with you my answer.
“Why Do Bad Things Happen to Good People?”
First of all, you are not a good person. We have all fallen short from the glory of God. We are all sinners, and we were born into sin. We are all “bad” people. The Kindergarten teacher in me would like to change this to say; Our flesh is weak, and we make some bad choices. So lets change the question;
“Why do bad things happen to people?”
I don’t know. I can’t give you the exact answer. I have had this question so many times: Why did my grandma have to die so young? Why did that boy forced himself on me? Why did they leave me? Why was horrible sexual acts done to me when I was a child? I don’t know all the answers to even my questions. I know this is not the answer you wanted to hear, but this is the only answer anyone can give thats not God. However I do know that all of these horrible things led me to where I am now. All of these horrible things made me who I am. These things are the very things that have grown my faith and brought me to know the love of God.
God did not do these awful things, but yes he could have intervened. He could have sent legions of angels down to protect me from that boy. He could have healed my grandma on her death bed. He could have protected me when I was child. Yes, I know who God is and I know he could have done miraculous things to get me out of EVERY circumstance. But as my Father, he knew I would have to overcome those battle to win my future battles. The not knowing and thinking God did this to us is one of hardest things for many to overcome. I have heard it before, “If your God is God then why would he do this?” I know. I have asked him many times myself, but what I have come to realize is that we won’t ever see the victory from the battle, if we get stuck in the battlefield. The battlefield is this victim mentality of the “whys” and “hows”. Stop. Nothing can change what has happened. I wish I could change it for you and myself, but I can’t. Yes, this world is awful and full of sin with sinful and bad people and ultimately bad things will happen. However, the bad things were NOT put on you by God. “Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, coming from the Father,” Pain, circumstance, problems, trouble is not from God. God is good and perfect and only brings good gifts. We may not see or understand what he is up too but, He has a plan for your battles.
“For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, declares the Lord. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, So are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts. For as the rain and the snow come down from heaven and do not return there but water the earth, making it bring forth and sprout, giving seed to the sower and bread to the eater, So shall my word be that goes out from my mouth; it shall not return to me empty. But it shall accomplish that which I purpose, and shall succeed in the thing for which I sent it.” – Isaiah 55: 8-11
“I will fulfill to you my promise and bring you back to this place. For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will hear you. You will seek me and find me, when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you, declares the Lord, and I will restore your fortunes and gather you from all the nations and all the places where I have driven you, declares the Lord, and I will bring you back to the place from which I sent you into exile. -Jeremiah 29:11-14
Have hope in yours battles. Get up and walk off the battlefield. God has a bigger and greater story planed for you. You are chosen and precious child of God. You are victorious!